Test Number One can You Trust in Your Connection to God (No Matter What)? - The Tests

Satan: An Autobiography - Yehuda Berg 2010

Test Number One can You Trust in Your Connection to God (No Matter What)?
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Like the Israelites who worshipped the golden calf, you, too, are a slave. Don’t even try to deny it. Are you addicted to caffeine, food, sex, or alcohol? Are you at a loss without your internet connection or your TV? If you are, then you are giving your power away. Instead of accessing the Hidden Dimension, which contains every form of fulfillment you can experience, you are looking for the “apple;” you are trusting in fat and sugar, drugs and alcohol, baubles and adrenaline, or any number of other external highs.

You are enslaved because you don’t think that God has put a system in place for you to be successful. You don’t think God has set you up to win. But God has. And that is your first test: Can you trust in God’s system? Can you trust in your connection to God? If you can’t, then you’re mine. All mine.


You’d have to be blind not to see it. Open your eyes! The very planet you live on is part of the most intricate of systems: The Milky Way, the moon, the sun, the relationship of celestial bodies to one another, the rotation of the Earth—it’s all perfectly orchestrated. The universe in which you and I operate exists as part of a perfected state, where you live most of your life perfectly unaware. Asleep at the wheel. Sure, over the course of history you’ve figured out that the Earth isn’t flat, and that other galaxies exist beyond this one. Good for you! But you are still oblivious to the larger picture.

As soon as you figure out that there is more to life than what you see, then you’re on the path to defeating me. Trust that there is a system in place, even when there is no visible proof. And trust that all of the challenges—all of the tests—that you take on in your life are designed to bring you to your best outcome, even if it doesn’t seem that way at the time. Mostly, you lack perspective, because I put blinders on you. But that’s what you are here to work on.

All the fears that you experience in life are based on your lack of trust in the bigger picture. Sure, you’ve got questions. Tons of questions. Sure, you feel alone. And that’s all my doing. That’s my job. I haven’t let you know that you are just one step away from finding the answers, and from feeling completely connected to something wonderfully powerful beyond reason. You’re so busy listening to me that you usually give up before you take that last step, before you turn over that last rock.

The truth, if you must know, is that the answer existed before the question. I created the question. The answers were always there, just like God was and is always there. God is the Dimension of answers. Home has all the answers. But you left home to find them for yourself. That’s fine and good, but now you aren’t even looking for answers. You’ve settled. You have settled for a life filled with the questions I put in your head. And I’m here to tell you that’s a big, big mistake.

Knowing that there is a system allows you to take responsibility for finding the truth. You cease being a victim, a seeker jumping from one cause to the next. I love seekers! But you have to become a finder to beat me.